After 20 or so hours of sleep, I am feeling closer to myself than yesterday. Yesterday's post was a little brash, but it was what I was feeling at the time and I felt it needed to be said.
Moving on.
I think for my sanity and my future, I need to go back, I need to try again. As clair so rightly said, if I don't go back, not getting in will continue to be a terrible thing, forever, but if I try again, then it will just be a minor set back and just another step on the grand scheme of things.
The Plan.
I will be applying for a Working Holiday Visa. This will basically pre-approve me for entry into the country, I didn't think there would be any trouble the first time, so that's why I didn't bother.
I do not know how long it will take to get this, but it will probably be at least a month. I don't know when I will be leaving, if everything goes well with the visa, it will probably be around a month, or month and a half. I will still be flying back in the middle of June, three or four months it still plenty of time.
I don't know what I will be doing until I leave...again, hopefully not rotting away.
That is all for now, I am more than grateful for all of your support, I will hopefully have a chance to thank you all in person.
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Stupid world. Here is my friend, one of my better, who has the balls to pack up and without plan travel to strange lands alone and inexperienced. He does everything right, sells his car, saves his money instead of blowing it like a normal teenager(or me)and uses his brain to experience life like people did before the world became a paranoid cesspool of controlling the average person - bringing them down to a point where "Work,Eat,Sleep,Die" is the dream.
I fully agree you should try again. as soon as possible. At least you didn't have a gameplan, as that would have been broken. This is just a delay. Get your Visa tackle Europe and stay for the full trip you wanted if possible.
There is no reason to let the world bring you down when you have already mustered the effort to stand against it. You were shoved, but you didn't fall - shove back and show them you are not weak, they will have no choice but to let you live your dream.
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